NO LAP BAND SURGERY

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My name is Mindy and I am a wife and mother of 2 boys, Ages 20 and 12. I recently started on the path of becoming a nurse something i have wanted to do since i was 11 !

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Thursday, May 31, 2012

Sh*t I cant eat....


I am going to start making a list and keep adding to it of stuff I cant eat due to my band being jacked up .
Some days I can eat these items others I can not . For the most part I can not . 

Pork
Chicken
Fried items
Asparagus
Bread
Rice
Pasta
Red Meat
Anything Breaded
Brussels Sprouts
Eggs ( In small amounts I can )
Pizza unless its REALLY REALLY thin.
Turkey
Luch meat
Sliced cheese




NOW Lets see what I can eat that does not give me issues.

Anything liquid
Ice Cream
Squash
Lettuce ( Although sometimes gets stuck )
Cookies
Chips
Salsa
shrimp (Sometimes gives me issues
Soup

That's my list for now . FUN Huh ? Does not leave much protein room . And before you ask I drink protein shakes when i can , however because i have migraines I can only drink a couple kinds.




Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Turbulance in flight with my band !!!

Last week I was on vacation . I had only flown one time since getting my band. I have heard some people back when i first got banded that had some issues when they flew if their band was filled too tight , they would get a  feeling of  too tight and things like that . When I flew out of DFW on my vacation It was not fun at first. Keep in mind I have no fluid in my band, nothing, its been unfilled for nearly 2 yrs now . When we took off I got that stomach in my chest feeling you get , but as we continued up , I could literally feel my band get tighter . To the point where it took my breathe away . ( for those w/ bands its like when they fill the band and fill it up real fast all of a sudden) The feeling stayed that way until we leveled off. It worried me ... If I had any swelling going on that day  (had I thrown up earlier or something ) I could have been in some real trouble. so Keep that in mind if you fly even if you have no fluid in your band .

Monday, May 28, 2012

Pause on the Pitty Party


I have been on vacation for a while . I went back to Illinois where I was born and spent some time with my family. It was nice . While I was there I decided, screw it I am going to eat what ever I want , when ever I want. I am tired of worrying about my weight. It seems that no matter what I do I gain anyway . Now that I am home I am really going to concentrate on what I eat and at least try not to gain anymore weight.
My revision surgery will happen lord only knows when, not anytime soon at the rate its going now. So I at least have to not gain any more weight . Its getting hotter in Texas now and working out outside will be harder and harder for me due to migraines . So I want to start the P90X again . Starting slow is all I can do .

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Blanket Statments about the Lap Band , lets set the record straight

As a person with a lap band who's lap band has failed THEM you hear lots of statements over and over again as we tell our stories about how the band has failed us . Some who have had " good "experiences so far with the band can tend to say we are making blanket statements about the band , that some say they will ALL Fail. To be honest with you I dont know that so I wont say that, I hope they do not. I have several friends and family members who got the bands after I did partly because I had a good experience up until that time. So i would rather them have a good experience and have weight loss success than not and have to go through what I have gone through and also being selfish I dont want to feel guilty if the band fails them !  I only ask this ... If you are thinking about the band you read with an open mind the good and bad . People who have the same bad experience over and over again , it says something .... If you have the band and have had it for less than a year dont come to me or anyone else with the band and say " BUT my band is awesome " My band was awesome at 1 yr out too ! Im not saying give it time , Im just saying get some
 " band time " under your belt FIRST ! The following was posted in a group I am on in response to someone else who made the " blanket statement" statement about us band nay sayers !

 

A lady posted on XX that she doesn't come there much b/c of the negativity and she hates the blanket statements that some of us make that the band will fail. This is my response to her regarding blanket statements:

I hate blanket statements as well! These are just a few of the ones that get thrown at those of us with FAILED BANDS:

It's just a tool
*NO. Some of you got a "tool". Many of us don't nothing!

You expected a magic wand/bullet
*NO. Most bandsters ONLY expected their bands to work they way it was advertised to work!

It works if you work it
*NO. If you have a band you are obligated to work with it. That is just common sense. However for MANY of us, we did what was required to "work it"..........but it did NO work for us!

We hear these blanket statements CONSTANTLY! Many band cheerleaders automatically ASSume that WE did someting wrong. That WE caused the failure. That WE are responsible for our bands FAILING! There is a post on XX right now by****where she accuse some of us of "abusing our tool". I think I can safely say that there are bandsters out there with failed bands that went above and beyond what many bandsters with "successful" bands did to work with our bands! For some of you, it came very easy b/c your bands worked as advertised. For many of us with failed bands, We tried 10 times as hard as many of you "successful" bandsters to "work with" our bands. The outcome: We got NOTHING. It's not all about what you put into it, b/c if you try to drill holes with a drill that has no drill bits..........it doesn't matter how long you try to "work with it"........it's never going to work!

Now don't get me wrong. I am bitter that my band does not work, but I am thrilled for those of you that were able to get bands that worked. But it would be nice if WE got a little compassion, and if WE were not constantly subjected to accusatory BLANKET STATEMENTS!


Law Makers calling for Lapband Hearings !

Lawmakers Call for Transvaginal Mesh, Lap Band Safety Hearings

 Democratic lawmakers are calling for congressional hearings on medical device safety in the United States, highlighting recent problems with transvaginal mesh products and Lap-Band weight loss implants. 

Congressman Henry Waxman (D-CA) and other House Democrats have urged Republicans in control of the House Energy and Commerce Committee to hold a hearing over growing concerns that FDA approved medical devices are causing individuals throughout the country to suffer debilitating and potentially life-threatening complications.
The lawmakers want congress to look into the activities of the manufacturers, seek records regarding the safety record and design of the devices, and called for hearings in a January 20 letter (PDF) to their Republican colleagues.
The Lap-Band, or laparoscopic adjustable gastric banding, is a band placed around the upper part of the stomach that creates a small pouch which quickly fills with food. The band causes the person to feel full quickly, which may result in weight loss. However, the Lap-Band is linked to a number of complications, including erosion of the band through the stomach wall, the band moving out of position, nausea, vomiting, difficulty swallowing, gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD), abdominal pain, and leaking of the gastric band. In addition, recipients must change their eating habits, as they are unable to eat large meals and must eat a series of smaller meals throughout the day for the rest of their lives or until they have the band removed.
Recent studies found that 40% of patients who were implanted with Allergan’s Lap-Band weight loss device suffered serious complications. In addition, the FDA raised concerns in December that many clinics were not fully disclosing the risks associated with Lap-Band procedures in advertisements.
Earlier this month, the FDA also called for more studies into the safety of vaginal mesh products used to treat pelvic organ prolapse (POP) and stress urinary incontinence (SUI) in women, following growing reports of problems, and the agency’s own analysis which brought into question whether they provide any health benefits.
The Democrats point out that the vaginal mesh products were approved through the FDA’s controversial 510(k) process, which only required that the devices be substantially equivalent to products already on the market. That means they were not required to provide extensive clinical studies before doctors began inserting them into U.S. women.
The FDA is now requiring 99 new postmarket studies, with 88 of those focused on surgical mesh for pelvic organ prolapse and 11 targeting single-incision mini-slings used to treat stress urinary incontinence. Manufacturers will have to submit study plans to the FDA showing how the studies will address the agency’s safety concerns.
An estimated 300,000 synthetic transvaginal meshes were implanted in women in the U.S. in 2010.
Last summer, the FDA issued a warning about the risks of problems when vaginal mesh products are used, especially for repair of pelvic organ prolapse. The federal health regulatory agency indicated that it could find no benefit in using transvaginal mesh to treat POP when compared to older, safer alternatives.
Between 2008 and 2010, the FDA received more than 1,500 reports of transvaginal mesh complications, including erosion of the mesh into the vagina, contraction or shrinkage of the mesh, infections, pelvic pain, urinary problems, vaginal scarring and other complications.
A growing number of transvaginal mesh lawsuits have been filed in courts across the country by women who say that vaginal sling manufacturers created defective products and failed to warn doctors or patients adequately about the risk of complications.
Democratic lawmakers sent a similar letter to Committee Chair Fred Upton and other Republicans on the committee in October to ask for a hearing on brain stents and metal-on-metal hip implants, but Republicans have refused to respond.


I only hope that some how , some way , this helps at some point so many of us get our bands removed that need it !

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

US Government Subpoena's Allergan , Makers of Lap Band

It is about time something has happened with Allergen , I hope this is the first time in restitution for alot of us !

Allergan Receives U.S. Subpoena Over Weight Loss Device


Allergan Inc. (AGN) (AGN), the maker of the wrinkle treatment Botox, received a U.S. government subpoena over its gastric banding device for obesity.
Allergan received the subpoena from the Department of Health and Human Services’s Inspector General this month, the company reported today in a filing. Bonnie Jacobs, a spokeswoman for Irvine, California-based Allergan, acknowledged the subpoena but declined to comment further.
Allergan generated $203.1 million of its $5.42 billion revenue (AGN) last year from devices for obesity. The company acquired the product, called Lap-Band, in 2006 with its purchase of Inamed Corp. The adjustable silicon band helps people lose weight by reducing the amount of food their stomachs can hold.
In January, House Democratic lawmakers called for hearings on medical devices including Lap-Band, following a study in the medical journal Archives of Surgery, that found almost half of patients with a gastric band had no weight loss or needed the device removed after six years. More than 40 percent had long- term complications.
The Food and Drug Administration approved the device in 2001 for patients who were at least 100 pounds (45 kilograms) overweight, had a body mass index of at least 40, or an index of 35 with obesity-related conditions such as heart problems. Allergan gained clearance in February 2011 to expand marketing of the device to people with lower body mass indexes and at least one obesity-related condition.
To contact the reporter on this story: Ryan Flinn in San Francisco at rflinn@bloomberg.net
To contact the editor responsible for this story: Reg Gale at rgale5@bloomberg.net

Positive

I realize i have been REALLY negative lately . I am trying to work on that, trying to be more positive. Its been a real problem at home . Has this ride been a roller coaster ? Yes . Am I angry, bitter, upset over this whole situation yes ! I am trying to move past that to be more productive .

Sunday, May 6, 2012

You have GOT TO BE KIDDING ME ! A NEW LOW !


Today was a new low of low for me. I know I have been bitching and complaining a lot lately and i do actually try to eat right . People do not understand how hard eating right is when you just cant eat normal.
I had the 2 pairs of pants that fit me in the washer and needed to go somewhere. So I was going through my drawers, trying on the shorts, capris etc I had from last year . THROWING them in the hall way yelling after each one that did not fit. Then I found a pair that DID FIT . Sweet huh ? NO , HELL NO , EFF NO ... I realized it was the one pair of pants I kept from BEFORE MY LAP BAND SURGERY . You have GOT TO be kidding me . FML ! Talk about full circle . Yeah that's right I am literally right back where i started !
I went around my house like a bad woman , I think my husband thought I had lost my mind, I actually did I think . Yelling screaming crying. The poor man didn't know what to do with me. All I told him was " GET ME THE FUCKING SURGERY NOW ! I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO GET IT , I"LL GO TO MEXICO !! " He just said " I'll do everything i can babe " I really do not want to tell him all my issues(  thank god for this blog even if no one read its ) because i don't want to put a lot of pressure on him, he knows I need/want the surgery . But I don't want to tell him how difficult it is for me to eat , etc. But I could not hold it in today ! I had had enough .

Yesterday my parents came to take me out to eat. I had a nice meal, at the end , i had to go to the bathroom to throw it up . Its a waste !!! A waste of a night out , a waste of a meal and a waste of money !
I dont know what else to do , All I can do is wait i guess ?

Thursday, May 3, 2012

I dont know how much longer I can take this ?

How was my day today ? HORRIBLE ! Why you ask ? Shopping . Should I go on  ?
Let me tell you what it is like for me to shop right now . Im not asking for a pitty party but I am so sick of being over weight AGAIN !
I go to JCP to get some cloths for a trip I am taking in a few days. At this point i have One pair of jeans and one pair of shorts that fit me , one nice shirt and the rest of the time i wear t-shirts.
So off to JCP I go ..... Here is the problem .. first off I went up yet ANOTHER DAMN SIZE ! Im nearly back in plus size clothes again . When I shop for pants/ shorts I have to wear a size larger than what i probably really need .... why ? Because of the FAT Apron that is around my waist .  Im not talking a muffin top either so dont give me " I have a muffin top too " ! If I would not die of embarrassment i would show you ! In order to get a shirt to fit me I have to get an XL in order to fit around my arms. THEN it hangs off my chest , because I have no boobs anymore .. OH and dont forget it has to be loose enough to not show my fat apron around my waste.
Which leads me back to pants. They have to fit a certain way or my fat gets pushed up , its more noticeable and I have to get an even BIGGER size shirt to fit.
SO what did i end up with ? I pair of capris with elastic around the waste and 2 shirts ! ELASTIC ! WTF !!
I realized the section i was Shopping in was full of old ladies too ! I grabbed my shit and left ! SOMEONE SHOOT ME PLEASE Or give me $12,000 for a revision !