Less fat and Big Boobs !

That's right I am not messing around anymore ! I have about 40 lbs to get off , I am going in for a fill Monday , I am staying on top of my fills from this point on , getting in the gym and in 6-months to a year I AM GETTING A BOOB JOB !!! I am taking my life back again . Before it gets too far out of control again . I want/ need a breast augmentation, lift etc and I wont do it until my weight is off again . My younger sister just had one done ( one of hers is much smaller than the other ) and the are PHENOMENAL !!! ( the boobies ) So I am getting one and I AM Getting my weight back under control. I have waited this long out of laziness, i simply liked eating what i wanted !! So Monday I will post what I weight now ! And we will go from there !

Ding Dong ... Yes ?? Your an idiot for having lap band !

Do I really think that ? No .. but The strangest thing happened to me the other day .
My door bell rings. Its someone who is looking for the people who use to own this house. She starts talking to me . Turns out she was inviting the owners to a "party " at her house for this crap she sells. Its a weight loss , meal replacement drink . She asks if I Might be interested. I told her that I had a lap band and didn't need those. She then proceeds to tell me that everyone she know's who has had lap band has failed. I asked her " are you SURE your not thinking of Gastric Bypass ?" She says " Well maybe. Keep in mind I dont know this lady from Adam. She proceeds to tell me why I should be drinking these drinks so I dont NEED my lap band. Very obvious that she's very anti surgery ... So I let her talk .. Then I told her " First off you are not educated enough about weight loss and people who have weight loss issues to be "Selling ANYTHING weight loss related. Second off , I had lap band So I Dont have to do stupid shit anymore like DRINK LIQUIDS FOR WEEKS AND MONTHS AND YEARS On end as a MEAL to lose weight , so I Do not have to go on a diet . Further more , when you go OFF That meal shake , and you will because no one can LIVE on that come see me when you gain your weight back !!! NOW ... Next time you knock on someone's door why dont you NOT disrespect them !! Thank you !!! Can you believe that shit ?

Couch to 5 K work out

My friend who just had lap band surgery and I have been hitting the gym ( Kind of ) LOL We have completed day 1 of Couchto5K . YAY Right ? Well, not so fast, I have started this program 2 times before and have yet to complete it .
BUT this time I have a motivation ... There is a 5K In September that benefits children w/ Brain Tumors. SO I am determined to try to run it . Or at least walk it with out dying ! I want to do it for my niece that died last July , as well as our other 2 friends who's children have cancer ! So I want to do it !
I am going to join the gym , right now I go when my friend goes. But there are times she cant go that I am actually motivated to go . So I think i might do this , this time ! If i can get up the nerve I want to do a weekly weight in on Monday's again ! I need to get a fill too and start getting on top of my fills again !

What do you think ?

Ok So I have actually gotten off my butt and started working out ! (Here and there ) More about that in a minute !
But I have been thinking about doing something more than what I am doing.
My mom has a copy of P90X ... NOW . I am not sure if That is something I Can do just yet ? I know some people who have started it or are doing it and are having really good results with it , frankly it intimates me .
But I was looking at their website, Beachbody. The makers of P90X makes several others video's . The 10 minute trainer looks like something I might be able to handle. Has anyone tried any of these ? I have seen infomercials on Turbo Fire and it looks like MAYBE i can handle it ?? LOL

Thoughts ?