CONFESSION

Ok so you know the feeling when you gain weight and you feel like its out of control ?
WELL Im there now ! Im up to 155 pounds ! ok i said it ! SHIT !
Im off to work out now . I either need to try to work off 15 or 20 pounds or get a fill. Im still a little worried to get a fill in fear of slipping my band. But I still need to work out .
Something I must confess I have rarely done since being banded. We have a work out room in my new apartments so might as well use it huh ?

I will probably still get a fill next week when i can afford it just to make sure i dont gain more.
But a small one to help control hunger.

IM SO scared to gain more weight. I MUST do something about it now !