Me before lab band surgery at 250 Plus pounds ( I was probably pushing 270 here )
250 plus pounds pre surgery before band
125 pounds 10 months post op from Band My Goal weight
This is also the day I slipped my band the first time.
2010 slowly gained weight back about 30 pounds at this point . I wish I had known what I was in for at this point .
2011 I was probably about 200 pounds at this point ? Maybe a little less. Still gaining
Now 2012 Im back to 220 pounds :(
This is not the full circle I had in mind!
Lets compare side by side shall we .
Admittedly I do not Feel as big as I was before .. Probably because I am not , yet . However I FEEL worse than I did before. I get sick looking at my " after pic " and knowing how good that felt .
I know I will be there soon again . But I want people to see what this has done to my body , my self esteem and to me in general .