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My name is Mindy and I am a wife and mother of 2 boys, Ages 20 and 12. I recently started on the path of becoming a nurse something i have wanted to do since i was 11 !

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Saturday, January 7, 2012

New Year .. where to start ?

How about back on the scale , back to square one ?
That's where I am frustrated and feeling like a failure .
I had started the boot camp classes a while back and went for a week , after that week my right hip hurt so bad I literally couldnt walk ! So I had to quit. Quitter is what I am and what i feel like now . Why cant i finish anything ? Why cant i get motivated ? I did so good , had so much ( I dont want to use the word will power ) motivation what ever you want to call it when I first got my lap band , I did so well. So why cant I have that same motivation now ? I dont get it. My weight is slowly creeping back up and on top of that I am stress eating. HOW do I STOP THIS !

I do not have my band to help me anymore . I guess I am feeling sorry for myself.
My friend and I are suppose to start the gym on Monday AGAIN .. How do i get out of this ? SOMEONE Please tell me ?
I SURE DO FEEL like the BIGGEST LOSER and not in a good way !!!


  1. Its hard, finding that motivation. But if you really want it, you have to pull yourself together and stick to it. It really is a mental thing. I hope you find it.

  2. What are your choices? don't go to gym and continue feeling the way you do or start going with your friend and at least get that good feeling afterwards!

    You can do it!