OH How SWEET it is !!!

Ya know how you have that ONE old flame that you will probably always have a little something for ? Well i have one of those . He happens to live in the same town as I do. Also happens that since i moved back here 5 yrs ago I had NOT ran into him.
LUCKY for me since I got FAT , i was 130 pds when we were together.
WELL , Last night I ran into him . Lucky for me it was at a festival and I looked DAMN GOOD if i do say so myself !!!! I was SO relieved to finally get the "running "into him over with and even MORE so that I was not over weight when i did it . Thank goodness for my band. I talked to him briefly . He use to be very attached to my son who he has not seen in about 12 yrs . So we talked about him briefly . But seeing him for the first time in a long time did not bother me like it had in the past. Which I was glad for. I have been married for nearly 10 yrs now . So its not a new thing. But ya know ya always have that one. And thanks to my band I was NOT embarrassed and I felt SO VERY Good about myself . It was great ! For the first time in a LONG LONG TIME I was happy , happy w/ myself, my marriage , my life. I kind of felt like " HA See what you missed out on " and those always feel good !!!