FINALLY Lets try this again

I have an appt scheduled on Tuesday or next week for a fill ! I dont even know how much ive gained because i wont get on the scale anymore.
I need to get this taken care of no matter what , this wieght is not going anywhere on its own . So i need the fill. Im ok on my portion controls its just the HUNGER is uncontrollable. Its horrible !

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FINALLY some good news

My husband has a "regular " Job now . That's the good news. He starts Monday . The bad news. We live in Texas and the job is in Oklahoma ! So he'll be in OK 4 days a week and home 3.
Which is "ok" we have been doing the out of town thing for almost a year now . At least now , we have money coming in every week and I KNOW when he'll be home !
Its a good paying job w/ a good company . So i get to move out of my parents house in about a month , gotta get some money saved up and some bills paid off first.

NOW the other update. I still have not made it to the doc. And Im up to nearly 150 pounds ( 146 as of this am ) I had to go buy size 8 jeans because none of my clothes fit me.
Im TOTALLY Pissed . Im hungry all the time and the eating is out of control ! For me at least.
The bad thing is , i just need to get down to San Antonio , I have 2 free fills waiting for me .
Im hoping maybe Friday of this week or next week when hubby's in town to get my little one !
I dont think i can wait much longer !
Thanks for everyone's encouragement !

Love ya'll

Still NO doc appt

I still have not made a docs appt. Well , I made it but could not MAKE it there.
My youngest son had the flu this week. So the appt i had on Monday i had to cancel again ! HOPEFULLY I will try to make it this coming up week ! I am up to 140 pounds and FREAKING OUT !