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My name is Mindy and I am a wife and mother of 2 boys, Ages 20 and 12. I recently started on the path of becoming a nurse something i have wanted to do since i was 11 !

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Monday, January 26, 2009


Im SO Tired of gaining. or not losing. I gained another pound. Im back up to 141 !
Seriously . I still cant afford another fill. But im going to have to SOON !!!
I dont see how I can get one anytime soon though . Next week is my son's birthday , the day after that is our anniversary , the week after that is my husbands birthday.
UGHHH So another 2 or 3 weeks before i can afford it !
I cant afford my antidepressants , So i dont want to do ANYTHING ! But i have got to get off my ass and work out if i cant get my fill !
This just sucks ya'll ! Seriously . I have not been in this much of a funk in a LONG TIME !


  1. Oh wow, that really sucks.

    And I'm guessing your doc's office won't do a payment plan? Are fills very expensive?

  2. He MIGHT be he usually works with me if i need unfills , So i dont want to ask him about it for a fill. I really just need to start working out to at least try to maintain where i am now until i can get a fill !
    Thanks for ya'll's kind words !